I hate when I go the full day doing basically nothing.
Doomscrolling Twitter, making a css change here and there in my projects, read a couple of lines of a blog post, “research” for a project, watch endless videos about some esoteric thing, watching League of Legends stream VoDs, and sometimes just laying in bed doing nothing.
I am fully aware about what I need to do, things I’m good at, things I lack at, things I need to work on.
But I just can’t get myself to do anything most of the time.
I’m struggling with my college, with my life, and just everything ‘cause of this.
I don’t know what my calling is, but I hope I find it soon, I really do…
