I lot of time I stumble across posts, memes or any content which instantly reminds me one a certain someone.
Most of the times, I end up sharing it with them. But sometimes, I can’t really share it because I’m no longer in contact with that person or sometimes, I stop myself for a second, make a second thought and end up cancelling the share.
Not cause of the content of the post may offend them, but rather if I’m even in at a stage of a relationship where they are confortable with that conversation.
this bugs me a lot cause it a lot like unsaid words.
i’m aware something are better off staying unsaid.
But sometimes you just need to let that person know that once specific thought, no?
Always been one for
Biting my tongue ‘til
Blood starts to fill my mouth
ROLE MODEL puts it very perfectly on his track say it first from oh, how perfect” (2019).
I’ve struggled with not speaking out what’s on my mind for a long time.
Add me being a big overthinker on top of that.
I’ve been thinking of ways to some how address this. While my anxiety of conveying feeling to my loved one might not go away any time soon, i can atleast bookmark the posts somehow. that way even if i never end up sharing it to them, I’ll always have a personal back-up to look at it haha.
And what other way then to make a new page at this website.
I’m still unsure on how to design it? a blog-like page? a microblog? a loonnnnggg page??
i guess i’ll figure it out in the coming days. I’m a lot more inclined towards the microblog idea tho lol.
